Esoteric

Messages from above can be extremely helpful and meaningful when they are relevant and when I am able to find the message. To digress, I first heard the term “scarcity mentality” used in a video by YouTuber Erika Elmuts. While the “scarcity mentality” mentioned in her video might not be fitting in context to the infographic in this other blog post, it did made me pause to read up about what it meant before sharing and briefly going through that infographic. Anyway, back to Erika Elmuts. Her YouTube channel should be checked out for those who are keen in esoteric messages from above. Erika’s style does not attempt to interpret everything from Spirit but leaves a gap for the audience to fill themselves. This means many of the messages are left open-ended.

I have ever advised someone, another blogger, not to follow gurus but stick instead with their messages so that is what I’m doing. I’m sticking to the esoteric messages from above and not whoever is reading the messages from cards. I think the point is not how or when the messages arrived but from where that is important.

Esoteric messages are intended for or likely to be understood by only a small number of people with a specialized knowledge or interest — according to a quick google search on what “esoteric” entails. I don’t claim to be able to fully and accurately interpret the messages or whether they were meant for me, but as with messages from above, I followed my heart and listened to my instincts.

What I got from the “reading” was about a brand new beginning for me that is free of those energies that have held me back. And I know what these are. Lack of confidence, immaturity, procrastination, making rash gambles, not having a practical plan, etc. All those are left in the past, I’ve moved on since.

What also resonated with me from the “reading” was how I used to live a life less than what I know I’m here to do. Yes, I’ve spent my time in college wondering what to do, knowing I was meant for more but the life I’m living in front of me not apparently not leading me toward that path. I took up difficult modules containing knowledge I felt was not easily accessible to most people because I felt the need to be better than most and because I was overcompensating for what was really the emptiness within. I was definitely meant for more, but that was definitely not the way to go about it.

The reading also talked about “connecting with my manifestation energy” which was what happened. I had been stuck in my career till events happened that changed who I was inside. When I changed, when I transformed, I was able to successfully change my career. I met my Soul Tribe. I recognized my Twin Flame. Not in any order but several things happened within a short time. Now that I know about my connection with manifestation energy, I will continue my climb up the ladder towards my Pinnacle — it’s a term meaning the best person I can be in this lifetime. For lack of a better word. When I was 17, I used to think I knew who I wanted to be, but I really only thought I knew who I wanted to be. I was rather limited in my thinking. But now I have the ability to create and make things happen with my life.

I used to have regrets, but now I see that everything has lined up the way it has in order to reveal my truth, my path. I see it for what it is, it’s not mistakes anymore, it’s not regrets anymore. I wished it didn’t have to be this way but I needed that growth — now I wish it had happened sooner and faster and I yearn for it. I have appreciation for the path I have walked thus far. I don’t feel that I’ve lost out — I trust in the infinite nature of abundance. I’m no longer believing in the scarcity mentality.

esoteric | a brand new beginning that is free of those energies that have held me back | living a life less than what I know I’m here to do | connecting with my manifestation energy | my ability to create and make things happen with my life | everything has lined up the way it has in order to reveal my truth my path | I see it for what it is it’s not mistakes anymore it’s not regrets anymore | I have an appreciation for the path I have walked thus far | trusting in the infinite nature of abundance | no longer believing in scarcity mentality | let go of the belief in scarcity and the fear of intimacy | going into the new territory | trusting the messages I receive from my heart | it was all in the mind fear of intimacy scarcity mentality