I’m back at talking about hands again. Clammy hands, now poker hands. Seems like it’s a recurring theme. Recurrences. Why poker hands? Well, I was walking along motivational posters while out for lunch and one said, “The biggest risk is not taking any risk. — Mark Zuckerberg”, and poker is a party game involving risk. …
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My Progress
This blog post serves as a check-point to how much I have grown since my journey began. After my awakening of sorts. Which was when I had been awakened to this connection which I share with someone. I’ve never grown this much in a short span of time. The positivity. I’ve made inroads in this …
Clammy Hand of Hope
I’ve been thinking a lot about hands recently. The previous post, Obligations, was originally meant to be titled The Invisible Hand. I just stayed up a little later tonight not because of work but to digest my supper. Could not help myself but looked back at a particular photograph of a friend I’m particularly fond …
Obligations
Liabilities. Commitments. Do you have religion? Do you wake up early in the morning, have a meal, then fast for the day? Say on a special day, for religious reasons. Do you know how it feels like to do this? Do you find it torture? And wonder why do people do it? The Romanticism of …
Yesterday Once More
It has been a peculiar morning. Feeling adventurous, I decided to travel further from home to buy breakfast. It is like one of the days where you wake up from the wrong side of there bed — but not quite. Just felt something was off. That would explain the change in routine. Something was indeed …
Working Backwards
Future I don’t know what lies ahead. The future remains unknown. How can we prepare for the future when we don’t know how and what events will unfold? I have been trying to solve a problem that has not exist. Fixing my future. Many of us are caught up with busy schedules, week after week, …
Recurrence
Your Name (Japanese: 君の名は。 Hepburn: Kimi no Na wa.) is a 2016 Japanese animated film. Spoilers ahead. In the movie, there was the story of a meteor impact that destroyed a small town by a lake three years prior. The main character has a recurring dream about the event, did his research and found out a disaster happened three …
Growing and Sharing
Part 1 I should be sleeping now after a long day. And sure, the days are long. I am so focused on growth for the whole of this year. After a some time last year doing online research, asking my heart where I should go, sharing and exchanging plans with my former lunch buddy, that …
Having and Wanting
Part 1 The grass is always greener on the other side. You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone. Since changing jobs, I feel that the grass on the other side is indeed greener. My current job does not have everything, but it’s a major improvement. Closer to home, closer to night class, better …
Manifestation
We’ve heard of the Law of Attraction. I think I first heard about it when I was 16. But really, The Secret or LoA is a re-packaged version of what I already knew. My first major brush with manifestation came in my childhood. I watched an anime in the early 90’s, which had a giant …
The Girl in My Dreams
It has been a long day. And it will be a long weekend. Balancing company training and graduate school is tough but a challenge I need in order to grow. This post comes at the end of the day just as I prepare to sleep. Now, I will talk about my dreams, especially the ones …
Why Tanuki Bruh
Tanukis come from Japanese culture. These racoon-dogs are believed to bring good luck. They are usually portrayed with big testes. Tanuki may flung their testes over their backs like travelers’ packs, or use them as drums. Contrary to how testes size is thought to mean more sex, the mythical Tanuki’s exaggerated scrotum has little to …
5D Signs
I wonder what to post for my blog not because of too little content. But having content in advance, I am considering creating multiple posts in a day. I have not written for a long time, and my writing tone got less interesting from lack of practice. What is 5D? Twin Flame teachers will talk …
Welcome to My New Blog
This is the first post on my new blog. I’m just getting this new blog going, so stay tuned for more. Subscribe below to get notified when I post new updates.
Introducing Myself
Hi, I am cyampagn. I choose to go anonymous. I have taken that name from somewhere on the internet, so there are a few cyampagns out there. My blog will start off with a topic I have been reading up on the past weeks. Just one day before I started the first day of my …
Tanuki Bruh 