Introducing Myself

Hi, I am cyampagn.

I choose to go anonymous. I have taken that name from somewhere on the internet, so there are a few cyampagns out there.

My blog will start off with a topic I have been reading up on the past weeks. Just one day before I started the first day of my new job, on a fateful Sunday, I have come to a realisation that somebody I have known in my previous job is my Twin Flame.

When one reads up about Twin Flames on the internet, they either read about married people who met someone who they feel a close connection to, or teenagers experiencing limerence. Or people falling for someone outside of their age group. Or people meeting someone, any friend, with whom they feel as if the person shared a child or parent bond.

When one reads up about Twin Flames on the internet, they might also read up about waves of Twins who descend upon The World to improve it. They might see concepts such as runner, chaser, stayer. Keywords like union, 5D. For the layman part, it will suffice if you know and believe a person is your Twin Flame. It can be a teenager’s crush, why not, just that it is more likely that it won’t play out the way in the long run.

I have met more than a few people in my life who have vastly improved my life. They inspire, they motivate, they teach lessons. I have also experienced limerence for the most of the decade, and while the motivation and inspiration was good, she led me down to a path that does not fully utilise my abilities and gifts. 15 years of not moving anywhere ahead. But it was thanks to my teenage crush that I went that path for 15 years (studies + first job).

The twist was that she was not my Twin Flame. She had a huge impact in my life but not in the direction I was supposed to go into. The twist was that she led me into this path so that I could know my Twin Flame. Although arguably, if I were meant to meet my Twin Flame, I could go another route, and she too, and we’d still meet — as Twin Flames always find each other — or that by being led by my crush down this path I dragged my Twin Flame down this path too — it gets more complex and there is no need for over-complicating things.

You can see where I’m going. None of these people are my Twin Flame although they seemed to play the role. And even when I met her, the real thing was just in my face and there were no fireworks! My Twin Flame’s impact on my life have been matched by those before her, and dwarfed by those after her. Yes, after meeting my Twin Flame the direction of my life changed! After we parted ways, I was meeting hero after heroine who scramble into my way to improve my life, to attempt to fill in her role, who was there to answer the call. I don’t know who called them all here, but I sure didn’t. Either my Twin Flame was praying for me and that she cares for me even though she cut off contact. Or that is naturally what happens when you meet your Twin Flame? Heightened senses, check. Improved intuition, check. Greater manifestation powers, check. Things going my way and in my favor, check!

As you can see above, she isn’t my Twin Flame because she impacted my life greatly. Others have done so too. She does not stand out from the crowd. In fact she’s known for being a ninja. She loves ninjas? I think. Naruto comes to mind?

She isn’t my Twin Flame by choice. Our first meeting was nothing much. She reminded me of someone or maybe just had a generic feel to her. Her vibes though — she wasn’t popular in the workplace. People thought her weird and people think that she’s the kind who would associate with other weird people. I admit — ok, they had a point — but on the other hand, I always wanted to be associated as cool, so I was very averse to be seen with her. I don’t want to be seen as bashing my Twin Flame. The underlying theme here is that in fact, I love her unconditionally. For being weird, for being her. For everything. Regardless of anything.

She is my Twin Flame because I know she is.

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